sorry paige, here's my blog.  so anyway, a lot has happened since i last wrote anything.  summer was crazy busy for me, went to fortmac for a week, my cousins came for a week, i was home alone for a week,breakaway, soccer camp- that pretty much sums up my summer.  and now that school has started life is boring again.  its not fair that my school had to start a week earlier!  all you people who dont start till tuesday really suck!  so ya, grade 11 is going to be the cause of my first nervous breakdown, yay and im so ready for it!  only on the second day did my math become the impossible and homework loaded.  at least i have 4 spares, which is quite relaxing, although now i haveboth band and choir so i have to be at school at 7:30 everyday.  that really sux, but i want my spares!  i need them!  and to conclude, i have not abandoned any of my loves over the summer, you should know who they are.  and jared leto has only gotten hotter ever since i watched alexander, like...o my goodness (o ya, and stefany has brainwashed me so now i talk like her)(stay away from her she has hidden powers).  wish me luck doing my homework! 

yes...that is a lot of moola.  but im set on doing it and luckily my birthday is coming up (lots of moola!) so it should still happen.  just a little update on the exams, so far ive been guessing my way through my english adn social exam, a lot of bullcrapping throuhg the essays, and i definitely dont feel like i did well.  tomorrow is math, wish me luck! 

im pretty excited, though, that tomorrow is my last exam and at least its all over with and done.  YAY SUMMER VACATION! 

wow, i feel so strange.  my exams are in three days, summer vacation is in three days and i feel like there's still months left of school.  this may seem like a good thing, but no!, it means i don't feel like studying.  MY EXAM IS ON MONDAY!  and i haven't studied!!!  im so dead. 

my summer vacation seems to be packed pretty full too.  i believe im going on the church youth trip, soccer camp, my friend's birthday camping trip, my other friend's limo party, im getting my hair done  :):), possibly vancouver if there's time and probably some other camping trip.  i don't know how that's all going to fit in 8 weeks but we'll see.  and it's so retarded, because my school starts on like august 27 or 28.  that sux!  it's starting earlier and earlier every year!  stupid.  and i found out rise against is coming a day after my birthday, which would be even more exciting if i could go.  i sort of doubt it,i'll be pretty flat broke by then.  besides, my new obsession is sum41 and deryck whibley (mcr is still number one, im just shunning them for a while because hotty gerard decided to go get himself engaged) who i believe won't be with avril lavigne till death do they part.  she's as much of a poser as a poser can get (punk as a punk can get- poser/punk haha).  deryck whibley is hot in the "pieces" video and i think if it wasn't for stupid avril his hair would have stayed at it's sexy blackness,  but avril bleached his hair in his sleep.  and why does all the hot guys become rockstars?  the media is stealing on the good-looking people from us!  it's unjust!

anyhow, im pretty screwed also because soon the school will be sending out the letter to parents about their children's attendance and...ya im screwed.  just today, i slept in and missed my first two classes, and that really wasn't on purpose.  ya, im screwed.

how sad, gerard way really is engaged to some girl named Eliza Seip (aka Eliza Cuts).  that girl is so freaking lucky!!  anyway, at least it's not to that rumored 18 year old that claims they've been dating since she was 12- ew.  i dont know how people believed that, that's just not right. 

once again i can't pick between white or black hair.  i thought i had it all worked out but now im all confused again.

anyway, so i am sulky because YC is over.  and HAHAHA stefany I LOST MY VOICE!  its gone right now and i can't talk very loud and it cracks a lot.  and my neck is in so much pain but it was completely worth it!  i realize looking back that that whole weekend was extremely random.  like we did so many strange things that i can't even remember them all!  randomness is fun :)  and i really really want to go to another concert right now.  even with my voice gone and aching neck i feel like going crazy again. and i feel like im the only one who doesn't like toby mac.  i come back to my school and they're all like, "wow toby mac was amaaazing!" and i just feel so ashamed that my school is that lame.  he does have a very nice "rack" though (:p)

what else can i write about?  hm, well i officially have a youtube site and the only video is really stupid and only on to make stefany mad, but its there!  ill try to get a more interesting video but i don't really have any creative ideas so it could take a while.

by the way, there's a new mcr video.  it's for "teenagers" and i guess it's ok, but im a bit disapointed.  they've always been so artsy with their videos but this one was just another one of those videos where there's a crowd cheering for them, which sucks becuase they always said they hated when bands did that in their music videos because it looks liek their trying to make themselves look good.  but they did it too, the only wierd thing about it was the cheerleaders dancing with facemasks and the crowd started beating up the band at the end.  but whatever, gerard way is hot so it's all good :p 

anyway, i sould probably start doing something productive

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

 

wow that conert was soo amazing! i got to see gerard way shake his butt!!!!  so hot i can't even explain! 

it would have been so much better if the people around us weren't just sitting in their seats, but it was cool being the only ones actually giong crazy.  i almost had a heartattack from the sexiness good thing paige was there to hold me up :)  and all the guys had the emo hotness!  where did they all come from, it was like a get-together of all the gothic emo people!  too bad mikey way wasn't there, not that i even noticed.  poor mikey.

i CANT BELIEVE ITS OVER!  its just so sad, but it was totally worth it!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THE CONCERT IS TOMORROW IM SOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!! 

this probably wont be healthy, ill probably have a heart attack to see gerard way live :)

wah why does band tour have to be over??  i am a band geek at heart and i wish it could have gone on longer.  it was mostly fun because my ultra deprived school was joined by three other schools with guys that were sooooooooo HOT!  honestly, i almost had a heart attack!  the dance was definitely my highlight since then we got to actually touch these oober hot guys.  the only sad thing is a bunch of people got suspended on the last day, like 30 people.  this is because our principle is stupid and doesn't allow you to even stand in the doorway of the opposite sex' room for 10 seconds.  it was still a good time and i dont want to go to school tomorrow since i was actually supposed to go to school today :)  later!

 

p.S>- paige i will call you to make plans for z concert.

right now my biggest personal conflict is this: who is hotter, gerard way or frank iero?  its very tough and i think a question never to be answered. 

i also really want to watch spiderman 3 but apparently its all sold out so i dont know what else id want to see.  actually i wanted to watch "vacancy" but nobody wanted to see it.  i suppose my free friday tomorrow will be spent doing homeowkr.

BAND TOUR ON WEDNESDAY!!!

i dont have anything to blog about!

 

woh i just found a band like exactly the same as i am ghost.  its so weird, they could be the same band.  they're called "escape the fate" and they're pretty good. 

for some reason my eyes really hurt, it feels like someone is tugging the back of them.  its a very strange feeling.  my sister's friends are over and are very loud and wierd. 

 

well, as most of you know i am having difficulty choosing how to do my hair.  so im giong to give you a website so that you might give some advice. 

 

hello!  i am proud to say that i have been spreading "i am ghost" to the world.  my imeem listeners have given me over 60 plays- yay!  i feel so loved.

im starting to wish i had a more interesting life, this is my only time of youth and im wasting it.  which is why i am going to get my hair done really weird.  it will be a very big surprise to those i haven't already told but im really excited, the only thing is that im going to have to make a lot of money to do it.  and- hahaha- i dont have  a job so i guess i will have to wait for my birthday money.  i laugh because i was fired, which is really very funny. 

another thing that is funny is hilary duff.  i dont think i have to say much, i just laugh.  im very laughy today:)

JUST WATCHED DISTURBIA!!  it was sooo good!  i love thrillers:) 

yaya i get to go shopping with amanda today.  she'd better not drag me into lululemon, but i have the feeling she will.  thats ok, i have grown a resistance that it probably wont even bother me.  I CAN RESIST YOU POSER STORES HAHAHAHA-MOO!  anyway, i plan to buy the rise against cd and possibly the marianas trench one, if i have enough money.  darn, i wish i had limewire.  you see all this money im spending on cds?  its making me cry almost, but it does have its pros.  like getting stories out of paige just so she can borrow i am ghost- i have so much power!  jk paige, i will not take advantage of you, you can borrow it whenever you want. 

this week was crazy.  like i had sooo much homework coming at me everyday, i feel very overwhelmed with ti all since i am a big procrastinator so i pretty much have to do it all this weekend.  me and many others are trying to set up trish with a special someone but i dont know if it will work out, i think its meant to be but i think she doesn't agree.  anyway, thats my week for you, enjoy laughing at my ranting, since thats pretty much wut all my blogs have been for this month.  but then now i know how dedicated my blog readers are, that they still read my rant blogs.  you are all greatly appreciated:)!  k, gonna go eat my pancakes-

later!:)

 

SO EXCITED FOR THE CONCERT!!  gerard way is incredibly hot, paige im so glad i have someone who can relate to my obsessiveness:)  and i think you should steal this matthew wards tickets, because i am very jealous

 

my chemical romance IS AMAZING!  im so excited for the concert.  i just finished watching mcr videos on imeem and i am filled with joy.  its a strange feeling actually.  they are so amazing, i dont know how anyone can be so HOT and awesome.  its not right but is so right.

im feeling very weird right now.

 

btw they have three new very good songs.  they are "heaven help us", "my way home is through you" and "kill all your friends".  they're very good i recommend them :)

i failed a social test...but i remain unmoved

all is well, i am done my presentation and im am so relieved.  right now i am addicted to chocolate soy, not only does it taste good but its high in calcium and has 15 essential vitamins!  doesn't that just make you wanna guzzle?!  well im thinking of having more but i've already had have the 2L of it and its not cheap stuff so i am sad.  so far this is my third jug in a week.  see-addiction.  you know what else i want to try?  that cereal with chocolate in it--chocolatey delight!

also ive noticed that a lot of pple went to the snow patrol concert.  i personally dont really like them, i did like one of their songs for a while but it was overplayed like all the other good songs out there, so i dont see why this was the concert that has everyone talking.  apparently the singer was drunk and talking about how he was happy that so many girls came...interesting.  i totally wouldnt have expected that from them. 

anyway, its time for me to go to sleep, for i am tired.  goodnight blog readers!

 

eek, soooo nervous for english presentation tomorrow.  i hate presenting stuff, teachers are evil.  its scary being in front of a class all by yourself and having to teach them stuff and sound smart.  teachers are evil.  i am sadly one of those people that totally freak out and feel like puking and lose sleep over these things.  i actually have lost sleep, serious.  wish me luck :(:(:(

anyway, must go to band class-tata!yes i am back with another blog.  i feel like i have neglected my blogging, but that is because nothing has happened to me of interest.  i just recently found out jared leto was in "girl interrupted", one of my favorite movies, and if you didnt know, hes the guy with the beard. 

i actually went shopping yesterday, which i haven't done in forever, and got cds-yay!  i got "i am ghost", "30 seconds to mars", and "fall out boy".  that made me happy although it did feel like a waste of money. 

btw i would like to recommend "i can do better" by avril lavigne.  it is a very good song.

 

anyway, must go to band class-tata!